This Weekend

Subject: This Weekend
Date: 2003.07.28 00:39
From: DEAN WILSON <annodamdw@msn.com>
To: Julian P Sheldahl <jsheldah@iastate.edu>

Hi!

Just wanted to let you know that Kim P. and Carol wanted to go to Minneapolis this weekend, I didn’t realize that. I know you can’t go, but I am thinking about going. If you would rather me not go, I would totally understand. When I am feeling blue, I usually like to have those I love close to me.

Speaking of feeling blue, I didn’t mean to harass you this weekend about your feelings, it’s just that you don’t really say a lot when we are in person. Like the night we were chatting online, I shouldn’t have mentioned the phone. I think you would have gotten more out by staying online. When we got on the phone, it seemed to me that you kind of clammed up. I don’t know. I just hope that you know that you can talk to me about WHATEVER is on your mind. I know that you don’t think I listen sometimes (like when we are surrounded by hot boys!), but I do. And I also know that you said you were having a hard time putting your feelings into words, but if you find the words, please talk to me. I hate it that you are hurting. I want to help if I can.

I can’t imagine what these past two years would have been like without you. You make me a better person.

I love you so much.
Dean

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