Worus

I wish I knew what to say. I would talk about what happened on this day or that day, but I don’t think it cuts it at the moment. I don’t know how to translate what I’m feeling into words. There are words for what I’m feeling, but I go from one thought to another so much that one set of words won’t describe me for more than an hour.

Lately, when I’m alone, I have a lot of mood swings. One moment I’m completely happy, the next I’m depressed. After that, I forget what happens and the cycle seems to continue. When I’m with people, this sort of stuff doesn’t happen. I talk with them and I forget about basically everything but the conversation. Talking about random things has probably been the most liberating portion of this whole ordeal.

Still, I want these mood swings to stop. No, I don’t sleep enough; and, no, sleep is not the problem. I’m eating mostly right lately too. I’ve never had a problem eating food, and the homemade food that I’ve had lately has probably been more healthy for me than the typical restraunt or fast food that I eat. I’ve basically eliminated the possibility of a physical factors. It’s mental.

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