Worus

Subject: This Weekend
Date: 2003.07.28 00:39
From: DEAN WILSON <annodamdw@msn.com>
To: Julian P Sheldahl <jsheldah@iastate.edu>

Hi!

Just wanted to let you know that Kim P. and Carol wanted to go to Minneapolis this weekend, I didn’t realize that. I know you can’t go, but I am thinking about going. If you would rather me not go, I would totally understand. When I am feeling blue, I usually like to have those I love close to me.

Speaking of feeling blue, I didn’t mean to harass you this weekend about your feelings, it’s just that you don’t really say a lot when we are in person. Like the night we were chatting online, I shouldn’t have mentioned the phone. I think you would have gotten more out by staying online. When we got on the phone, it seemed to me that you kind of clammed up. I don’t know. I just hope that you know that you can talk to me about WHATEVER is on your mind. I know that you don’t think I listen sometimes (like when we are surrounded by hot boys!), but I do. And I also know that you said you were having a hard time putting your feelings into words, but if you find the words, please talk to me. I hate it that you are hurting. I want to help if I can.

I can’t imagine what these past two years would have been like without you. You make me a better person.

I love you so much.
Dean

Oops. I was supposed to go to the bar tonight for Laura’s going away shindig. I wasn’t looking forward to it at all until today. Today I was honestly excited about it. Unfortinately, I went to take a nap this evening. A thirty minute nap became a three hour nap since the alarm did not go off. I feel pretty bad about missing Laura’s thing. On top of that, I didn’t get dinner. At this point my stomach is filled with Doritos and donuts, which is making me feel sick along with the sore throat that I seem to have caught last night.

In other news it’s another algorithms project week, which means that I will be coding all week. Dean is headed to Minneapolis this weekend, so I’ll have the whole weekend to work on my project at home as well. Since the family is out of town for vacation this week, I have the house to myself for coding. I had planned to get more done today than I did, but the whole nap thing has kind of stopped me.