Blue
When you’re upset and you don’t know why, that’s a pretty crappy feeling.
The last few days I seem to have no motivation to do anything, especially school. I thought things would be better today. I was quite cheery this morning, much moreso than most. That faded, though. I wish I knew what was wrong, because then I could sort things out, and be able to be productive again.
This sort of thing always happens at the worst possible time too. I mean, when is it a good time to feel blue? Never, I know, but this always seems to happen towards the end of the semester. It’s the time that I need to care most about being productive, and I always end up caring the least. Last semester it held me back in physics, this semester, I’m not sure what is going to happen.
April 1st, 2003 at 00:45:48
HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don’t join me on depression hill. Im trying to leave, and etc.. I dont want to hang out there with you.