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Not a whole lot is going on today. I feel stressed, though. I feel like I should be doing more work. On something. Anything.

I could be researching transferring domain names between registrars for the Youth Alliance web site or getting contact information about it from Linda and beginning to organize a team to do that. I could call the Botanical Center and reserve stuff for Alternative Prom. I could try to get ahold of Becky for more contact information for the guy I’m co-chairing Alternative Prom with.

But I don’t want to do any of that. I want to be lazy. I’m tired, and I want to forget about all of the things that I could and should be doing.

I don’t think that they really like me in Spanish class. I’m constantly pushed to the side in partner activities. This hasn’t happened since junior high. No one’s mean about it, but I don’t think that I’m well liked by the two people that I have to do a midterm project with tomorrow.

It’s not that I’m particularly bad at group work or anything. I just don’t get a chance to really participate.

It makes me want to study and do better than them, but that would be difficult. They both do very well on everything for that class. I just want to be able to say, “Hah! See, I don’t need your help to succeed. I can do it on my own.”

Maybe I overanalyze things too much. It just pisses me off.

I want Spanish 201 back.

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